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I talked to you again today, and though it didn't help. I feel a little piece of me get a little brighter. We never should have changed what we were, true love was not provided. I wish I could rewind the time back, 10 years now I think. I never would have asked you if I knew our friendship was at stake. I wasn't cut out for the distance. I wasn't strong enough for that. But once more my dragon friend, I wish I'd have you back. Not as a lover, but a friend. I know that cannot happen. But I can't help but try. Because whatever the fates have decided, I apperently need you in my life.

Clawing its way up like a boat at an empty dock. Warmth all around, but a coldness that wont leave my bones. A shining sun up in the sky, But a dark cloud trying to hide it. Everything in Life is great, But no in my head. Depression never goes away, the dark creature the sucks away the life of you. A personal Dementor, always hovering by. The need to cut, the need to bleed. the tears threatening to spill, the anguish wanting to be fulfilled. Sometimes it's just to much, and the only who can help The only one to make you feel truly loved, who tells you it's all okay. the other half of your soul, Is to far away. Sometimes all that wi

Music Not the stuff you hear on the radio or tv or the thing you hear in church. But music as in Mozart and Bach and let us not forget Haydn. Music that can speak to you with out words. Music that makes you think like no other. Music that has feeling, violins telling you a story of lost and love. Music that can make you forget the rest of the world, This is some of the original stuff. Beautiful like a masterly painted piece of artwork, and that what it is. A mastered piece of work but in notes that only a musician can read and look at and feel the meaning behind the piece. Listening to such things we only get a part of what they